Self confidence.

It's something I lack, I'm not brave enough to pull a trailer into the rapidly filling Coles carpark this morning and pull up blocking access to the handicapped parking spaces, instead I meekly park in the quiet end of the carpark so others in a hurry can gain easier access. Well it sounds good but in reality it gives me a little exercise without me looking like I'm deliberately doing anything, also it's way easier to park in quiet areas as well as less chance of a car bingle.
Maybe if I took up smoking like the driver here I could gain the boldness needed, but the idea of paying so much money for an early death without any positive benefit along the way is just absurd.